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It's  like  screaming  and  no  one   can  hear.  You  always  feel  ashamed  that  someone  could  be  that  important  that  without  them,  you  feel  like  nothing.  No  one  will  ever  understand  how  much  it  hurts.  You  feel  holpeless,  like  nothing  can  save  you.  Then  when  it's  over,  then  it's  gone,  you  almost  wish  you  could  have  all  that  bad  stuff  back,  so  that  you  can  have  the  good.